in preparation for war

God, I miss everyone so much. All of my coaches are friending me and I MISS THEM. And all of my friends. They live so far. This is awful.

developing my fitness progam and my diet plan.

this is fun.

I was gone for two weeks and they were the best two weeks of my life. I met some amazing people. Ruthie from Florida, Brittany, Emily and Ashley from New Jersey, Devin from Kentucky, Kenzie from New Hampshire, Katelyn from Alaska, Miranda from Massachusetts and June from Thailand. They’re incredible players as well as people. I’m going to miss them insanely. PLUS, one of the staff coaches named Colin was 19 and I was/am crazy about him. We kind of had this flirt thing going back and forth, but nothing really happened. I wrote him a 3 page letter and gave it to him right before I left. We had some great times and I really wish he didn’t live in CT. ARGH, life really sucks. I had such an amazing experience. I want to go back.