wowza - watching the grammys :) and I just ate three bowls of popcorn! welll, this diet is going well haha. just wanted to say that the Michael Jackson tribute with Celine Dion, Jennifer Hudson, Carrie Underwood, Smokey Robinson, & Usher was INCREDIBLE :) and I’m hapy t-swizzle won ! :) yayayayyy one hour to go!
every teenage girl should see this video →
samburd: I wish you could be happy. Living your life without an overcast of sorrow. Seeing you sad makes me sad too;; and when you shed a tear I shed one for you. There’s no way I can make this better; I wish there was. But until then I’ll search and try to make up for your happiness lost; ‘cause you without a smile just isn’t you.
its 12:50 and i dont know what else to do.
i’ve been getting these. these breakdowns. and they’ve been coming more frequently. i can go all day pretending. but then im in my bed all alone, and my mind goes crazy. it thinks & remembers. i start to shake and cry and scream. muffled by a pillow. i remember her alive. and it just doesn’t seem fair. and i can hardly type this. but i don’t know what to do.
and i guess i never noticed how many things remind me of you. how many songs remind me of you. how every thought i have leads me back to you. how every song i stumble across seems to sing about baby blue eyes. and being miles apart. and missing you. because i sure do miss you brittany. and i wish you would come home. because you being gone, far away in heaven, doesn’t seem to be...
i really like this new show. just thought i’d share that :]